張惠妹 A Mei Star Tour 2009 大马演唱会

3 月20 号

张惠妹 2009 大马演唱会

当天，请了半天假去看阿妹；心情真的是超兴奋的！一放工就赶快跑回家，去附近维修我的宝贝车。哈哈，为的就是要确保去看阿妹的路途上，车子不会发生故障。

之后，在家休息了一会，准备了一下，大概六点多就出发了。先去载了我干弟，就一起出发往 Bukit Jalil 进攻。哈哈！

当然，这段路程到我们进场，真要写起来，还真可以写上一篇长篇大文章了；嘻嘻。。。

所以，废话少说。。。

天后的演唱会还真准时，（八点四十五分的演唱会），还没到九点；先是一位新人出场，带动一下气氛，搞一下神秘。。。

哈哈！让全场观众都以为是阿妹出场了。。。

High 翻了！！！

哈哈。。。忍耐了一首歌的时间，终于主角天后 - 张惠妹。。。 阿妹出场了！！！

哇。。。现在回想起来，都还觉得热血沸腾呢！！！

接下来，当然是阿妹用她那极具爆发力兼又柔美的嗓音，为大家带来了一首又一首会动听的好歌！！！

是唱了为时三个小时的好歌！！！

感动 +_+

((( 听阿妹的歌，嗯，大概是从 [听海] 那个时代起吧！？那时候，其实并不是很注意阿妹这个原住民歌手；只是很单纯地喜欢她唱的那些 K歌吧！然后是 [我要快乐] 开始，就开始迷上了阿妹！！！ )))

所以，很意外地，演唱会上，阿妹的歌，我几乎都会唱呢！！！太感动了 +_+

阿妹，我爱你！！！你是最棒的！

明年。。。我们等你哦！！！！！！

~ Yeah ~~~ YEAH!!!

感觉

Recently get to know a friend from net, and damn click with him...
I mean click on the topic we chat, many topic to chat, like no ending...
Anyway my point is not this, what i want to share here is...

From the chat with this friend, i learn quite something... because he is very mature thinking...
And the most important thing i learn... or should say something that hit me most is...

Feeling... yeah... actually the relationship between human (not only love, some more friendship, bortherhood, and so on)... yeah... actually all based on feeling...
When someone like u (in any form, like as in a good friend or so)... no matter what u do wrong, he / she also can forgive u... or no matter how small a "good" u do for him / her, him / her will praise u like god...
Haha... same thing... if someone dont like u... then everything just switch opposite...

And my point here is... that's the feeling people feel towards us... and is not in our control... the feeling is come within their heart / mind... so why do we have to so care about what people think? People comment u as a bad person, in fact, u may not be... right?

SO, i just want to say, i am happy to be who i am... i maybe keep on improving or maybe not... but all these are for myself... not for anyone...

Yeah... i am ME ^^
Blueksxz...

面对

面对！！！


Yeah ~ Face it; and then Deal with it!!!


我做到了，谢谢！！！

I never wanted to give up...

Ya...

I never wanted to give up... never and ever...

But you never know...

......

我的答案

对。

很多朋友都问我说：

“怎么这部落格都尽是些情情爱爱的事情？”

“都是写给谁看的啊？”

“是写给那个某某某吧？”

对。都是写给某个人的。可是那个“某个人”其实并不是特定的某一个人而已，这些只是我自己的心里感受。

这就是我的答案！

是的。我心里还住着某个人，不过我会好起来的。我想，那某个人也希望如此吧？我会加油的！
谢谢朋友们的关心了。。。

Who can guess what song is this???

我知道妳要走
妳卻一直沒說出口
只是變得越來越冷漠
[similar situation keep happening on me... at least twice already]

後來我才懂
分手的話妳說不出口
我就忍著痛給妳最後的溫柔

"分手　我們就分手"
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭　就沉默
連再見妳都略過
[what i did in the past]

心痛　怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛
[yeah... i never get to know what is the pain... but since then, i knew it... it's really very pain... damn pain...]

想說聲抱歉
讓妳等了那麼久
還以為有機會能將妳挽留
[SIGH... ...... ...]

因為我的心
還是深深的愛著妳
沒想到妳對我的愛已到盡頭
[SIGH... ...... ...]

"分手　我們就分手"
就讓我說出妳要的
妳點點頭　就沉默
連再見妳都略過

心痛　怎麼會心痛
我以為心痛只是種形容
這一刻我才懂那一種痛
是真的痛

I am SORRY

恍然大悟？顿悟？？？

Recently a lot of things happened... good or bad... on me or on my friends or even on strangers that i just happened to hear the story only... in short... many various kind of stuff happen recently...

Well... which all these makes me think a lot... especially those stuff that happened on myself or my close one trigger me a lot... make me think... further and deeper... ......

Yeah... after all these years of struggling and fighting... i thought i can live a normal simple life... but in fact... i cannot... things will just happen... not only on me... but everyone else too... maybe this is life... sigh... ......

And i realize that... i had make a huge mistake... the worst decision that i had ever made... after all those tiring fighting / so called "war" in college time... i really feel so tired on it... and i decided that when i start to work... i must treat everyone nice regardless what a person is that... i thought as long as i treat people nice... they will treat me the same way... or maybe they won't but i think they also won't do something bad to harm me as i am no harm to them... but i am all wrong... totally wrong... this is realistic... a cruel world... they may want or dont want to harm or hurt others... but due to many reasons... a person intention doesn't take in count anymore... to survive... a person may need to / must hurt someone in order to protect themselves... this is nobody's wrong... but this is the trend of this world... this real and cruel world... ......

So... my naive thinking... had put me through a lot of bad experiences... sigh... i don't know this is a good sign or not... but still... yes... hurt but grow up a lot... ha... am i too old to be grow up already? but in fact... i learn a lot... sigh... learn through sad yet hurt situation... ......

Sigh... i don't want to hurt anyone... but i think... in order to protect myself... i need / must do whatever i can as long as myself don't get hurt... right? am i right? sigh... i think so...

Defense system...
...
......
...
ON!??

Sigh... or anyone can teach me a moderate way??????
@.@

Nice Songs

Recently 2 songs hit my heart... and i love them so much...

These 2 songs are:

(1) 梁靜茹 - 屬於
(2) 方炯镔 - 坏人

Both songs also from Malaysia singer ^^
Haha... Yes... MALAYSIA BOLEH?!
Hehe......

Already post the lyrics of these 2 nice songs in my blog... please enjoy yourself ^^

方炯镔 - 坏人

那 一扇車門 關出 我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程
愛 無法均分 以後 就留給你們
也許用傷害結束 愛才更動人
容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人 也是個壞人對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了這點痛我還能忍
我是好人 也是個壞人分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩 也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

容忍的人其實並不笨 只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫 祝福就給你下一個人

你是好人 也是個壞人對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了 這點痛我還能忍
我是好人 也是個壞人分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等 總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆 就等他帶你完成

你是好人 也是個壞人對我坦誠 只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了這點痛我還能忍
我是好人 也是個壞人分得夠狠 你才有藉口轉身
寧願愛 一點不剩 也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

寧願愛 一點不剩 也不忍 看戀人愛成路人

梁靜茹 - 屬於

我堅持的 都值得 堅持嗎
我所相信的 就是真的嗎

如果我敢追求 我就敢 擁有嗎
而如果 都算了 不要呢

或許吧 或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧 或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定 我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信 我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於風的 那就去 飛翔吧
屬於海洋的 那就洶涌吧
屬於我們的愛 該來的 就來吧
為什麼 不敢呢 不要呢?

是他吧 命中早就注定了的 那個他
是他吧 他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定 我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信 我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定 我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信 我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們還要努力

无题

时光如隧，很快就半年过去了。。。。。。

哈哈。。。很久没用这样的开头了。。。

对。。。去年的一月十号，我和你开始了；而在四月尾至五月中，嗯，我们结束了。维持了才短短四个月的恋情，可是对我来说，却已经是刻骨铭心了。你啊，已经深深地烙印在我的心里了。。。

第一次，尝到了恋爱的酸甜苦辣。。。

还记得，我答应过做你一辈子的守护天使吗？你说，上天对你也还不算太坏，经过了那么多的失败，它也还是会眷顾你的，它派我来守护你。还记得那时的我就答应你说，我会做你一辈子的守护天使。

很遗憾，现在的我已经没有资格再为你做些什么了。不过，我会默默地在你背后，用我的心守护着你；不再是情人，而是以一个好朋友的身份守护着你。

和你在一起的时间，真得很开心。你教会了我很多事情，让这个懵懂冷血怪学会了“爱情”这两个字。第一次尝到了爱情的甜蜜，谢谢你！

原来，和喜欢的人在一起，真的是可以忘掉烦恼。和你一起的时间，就是天塌下来，我也会笑着面对。哈哈，爱情饮水饱？原来是真的！

嗯，除了谢谢，我也还欠你一声对不起。请原谅我当初的幼稚，任性。当初的我太幼稚了，真的没资格当你的男朋友，还信口雌黄地说当什么守护天使。。。太可笑了！一切的一切，对不起了！让你受委屈了，对不起！

2008年，最幸运的事是，遇上了你和爱上了你。
最不幸的事是，我没能好好维持我们之间的感情。

2009年，最幸运的事是，遇上了你而你还愿意和这个曾经伤害过你的我当朋友。
谢谢你！
而你还愿意向我开口求助，谢谢你对我还残存着那一丝丝的信任。谢谢你！
这一次，我不会再让自己后悔了。我不敢奢望你还肯当我是好朋友。只要是普通朋友就够了，真的就够了。那我就会一直在你身边守护着你！这次不是对你的承诺，而是对我自己心里面的承诺！

对不起！
谢谢你！

我没事，放下了。。。。。。

Chinese New Year!?

Haha... funny... seem like every of my days also related to you...

Yeah... something happen that night... and i was damn upset...

All of sudden... out of nowhere... you message me... with a super strange 开场白; you asked: "应该不会忘记我了吧？"

Haha... How can i ever forget you? Anyway back to topic, with just a simple chat; you cheer me up, although you didnt realize it. As usual, as long as you around, i won't be down. Thanks to you. I can gain back my normal CNY celebration from that stupid incident.

And i realize that, my feeling towards you changed already. Anyway, important is... Now you are one irreplacable friend in my heart that i will appreciate until the end of my life.

Seven, wish you have a very Happy 2009 and enjoyable moments in your life ^^

Emotions!?

Angry?
Confuse?
Fed up?
Happy?
Mad?
Sad?

Haha...

Mixture = combination or mix of all emotions

Yeah, right... Life......

周定纬 - You Are Not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Oh...
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
Fly...
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
(You are not alone)

For I am here with you
(I am here with you)

Though you're far away
(Though you're far away)

I am here to stay
(And you with me)

For you are not alone
(You're always)
In my heart.....

For I am here with you
Heart.....
Though we're far apart
Heart.....
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
Not alone
You are not alone, you are not alone...
You are not alone, you are not alone...
Not alone, not alone
You just reach for me girl
In the morning in the evening
Not alone, not alone
And you with me, not alone
Oh, together, together...

Spam

Nothing to do...
Long time didn't log in here...
Well...
Long time huh?
haha...
So i just simply drops a few words here...
Spam... Spam... and spam...

haha...

I miss someone... deep inside my heart... i miss someone... yeah... I miss you ^^
But i think you will never know it ^^

Amei Star Tour Live in Malaysia 2009

Date: 20th March 2009, Friday
Time: 8.45pm
Venue: National Stadium (Outdoor), Bukit Jalil, KL

Anyone want to go with me!??

你好不好？

忽然间，

很想见见你。。。
很想知道你的近况。。。

你最近过得怎样？
你快不快乐？
有幸福吗？
还像以前那样子吗？
还是那样地封闭自己？
找到了可以令你信任的他了吗？

你好不好？

这一大堆的问题，到底代表着什么呢？
我以为自己已经放下你了。可是，当我无意中游览你的部落格时，当我知道你并不快乐时；怎么那久违了的痛又回来找我了？你的不快乐真的令我觉得很心疼！

原来我还是会想保护你！

可是已经不是以前那种感觉了。现在的我只想默默地在你身边守护着你，直到你的真命天子出现；以朋友的身份来守护你！
可是你还愿意当我的朋友吗？唉。。。

怎样都好，我会祝福你的！
我这一辈子都会珍藏在心里的朋友。。。

你一定要幸福！！！

双面人？

曾几何时，我也曾经是一个天真无邪的小伙子。

可是。。。不懂几时开始，可能当我开始懂事开始，身上的责任越来越大时；这个天真无邪的小伙子就消失了，消失地无影无踪了；取而代之的是一个“对人欢笑，背人流泪”的青年了。

渐渐地，好像开始对人失去了信心，开始学会了隐藏自己。开始觉得并坚信着，只要自己的情绪一曝露，就等于把自己的弱点赤裸裸地展现出来，而也就会有人来伤害自己了。
很可悲吧？

就是这样，我已经很久很久没有真正地笑过，哭过了。所有的情绪都往肚子里吞；渐渐地，就好像变成了一个行尸走肉，一具没有情绪的机械人。

那我还是我吗？？？

Me... Terry of 2009

Ya... once again... i failed...

Now i am kind of confused already... what should i do? What i actually want? Where am i heading to? What a future is awaitng for me? All these questions are just wondering around me... inside my head... i felt that my head is going to explode... pain... pain... and just pain... Sigh...

After going through all these failure... only i realize that... part of me is still kept within you... Yes... you... the 1st, the only and most probably the last? I wonder... Sigh... So what should i do now?

Since the day i met you... i started to change... a little by little... and now more and more alike you... i think i wil just build a defensive tower around myself... and lock up my heart... and then just throw the key into the deep blue sea... and let nobody able to open up into my heart... because i cannot afford anything already... at least right now... i think...

From the beginning... i liked you... then i loved you... then i scared of losing now... then something happened... or some conflict build between us... and i forced to break with you... forced to say the cruel words with my own mouth while my heart was keep bleeding... and then i missed you... day by day... until now... you become part of me already... we far away from each other... but you live in my heart... forever... haha... just like a tattoo... sigh...

So i think... maybe i am just not suitable to be in love... maybe love is too luxuries for me... so the 2009 version of me... will just do what you did to me... cage myself and never let anyone enter...

Happy Lonely 2009 ^^

Apologize is not Needed

Haha... back here again...
suddenly just want to shout out load these few sentences below...

其實, 沒有我, 你分不出那些差別...

結局還能多明顯!??

別說你會難過!!!

別說你想改變!!!

被愛的人不用道歉...... !!!