(那时候的我,一直都在想,依赖和恋爱到底有什么不一样?如果过去一切的一切都只是我的错觉而已,那我过去的感觉也未免太过逼真,真实了。)

Yes, this is a world which belong to me, where i can express myself freely here. But this is not a normal world. At here, snow is no longer white; shiny day also won't appear here. Here is the hell for a dark angel, a world which belong to the dark angel.

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Friday 24 April 2009

~ Life ~

~ Life ~

Sometimes i just wonder what is the purpose of a person live in the world? Actually, to be more specific, what is my purpose of living in this world?

I mean i am just a simple ordinary person like everyone else in the public.

* born, learn to walk, learn to talk, go to kindergarden, go to primary, go to secondary, go to college, start working life *

But then what are all these mean? One process after another, an endless cycle, but for what? When study, everyone target to get a great job. When work, then target become earn great money. Then what? The money to enjoy life? Or save for next generation? Anyway does it make any different? Still, no matter how much we earn, we won't be able to bring to hell, right?

Then maybe some people will say *care, love* from family or maybe lovers will make our life meaningful. But then again, what if i don't have all these care, love thing, then how am i suppose to deal with my life?

Yeah, love from family, i definitely have!!! But lovers? Nah ~ I miss some of my chances, let go some of my loved one... Duh ~ i am a really stupid one. So what to do? But i think is not only me. Appreciation is a tough knowledge to learn. People always learn it from the hard way - fall down, get hurt then only realize it importance. Me too ~

So, once again, what is the meaning of life? How about mine? Where does it head toward?

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