(那时候的我,一直都在想,依赖和恋爱到底有什么不一样?如果过去一切的一切都只是我的错觉而已,那我过去的感觉也未免太过逼真,真实了。)

Yes, this is a world which belong to me, where i can express myself freely here. But this is not a normal world. At here, snow is no longer white; shiny day also won't appear here. Here is the hell for a dark angel, a world which belong to the dark angel.

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Thursday 25 February 2010

Wealth? Success? Love?

A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat."

"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.

"No", she replied. "He's out..."

"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened...
"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in"

"We do not go into a House together," they replied.

"Why is that?" she asked.

One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home."

The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How n ice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth.. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"

His wife disagreed.. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?"

Their daughter was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!"

"Let us heed our daughter's advice," said the husband to his wife.
"Go out and invite Love to be our guest."
The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest."

Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, t he lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?"

The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!! !"

Friday 12 February 2010

Old Folks Home Charity

Well, today i follow our company to visit the old folks home at OUG. It's a charity program by our company to bring some happiness to elders during CNY (i guess so?). This is not a pleasant trip i suppose, the weather is super hot until i feel like want to faint on the way. Anyway this visit trigger my feeling - i miss my grandparents!!!
I can see the happiness on the elders' face when there is somebody visiting them; even the visitors are some strangers like us, we still able to bring great happiness to them. Along the morning, on the chit chat session, the elders keep talking to us like we are their grandchildren. Sigh... This remind me of my beloved grandparents.
Since i was a little kid, my grandparents (on mother side) were no longer here, they passed away when my mother is still a teenager. So i only had a pair of grandparents (on father side) throughout my life. And we were so close, as we lived together for years, and they did take care of my and my brother when my parents when away for work. Sigh... Many years passed, i thought that i had got over it. But in fact, i didn't. This visit really trigger my memory, that i miss them so much!!!
Anyway, this is the fact that i cannot change forever, that my grandparents were passed away and no longer with me anymore. On the good side, i believe they are living happily on heaven now (i suppose?)... because myself also not really into any cultural believes. Anyway, "gong gong" and "po po"... you will blessed me from heaven right? I miss you so much!!! So damn much!!!!!!

Tuesday 9 February 2010

I Want to Know What LOVE is...

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is...
I want you to show me...
I wanna feel what love is...
I know you can show me...

I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me...
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me...

In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!

I wanna know what love is...
I want you to show me...
I wanna feel what love is...
I know you can show me...


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我需要一点时间,一点思考事情的时间。。。
我不知道我能否再次面对那刺心般的痛苦。。。
但是,为了改变这种孤独的生活。。。
我想知道什么是爱。。。
我想感受什么是爱。。。
我知道你能告诉我!!!!!!

Monday 8 February 2010

现代名句精华

• 樹多必有枯枝,人多必有白癡。
• 君子報仇,三年不晚。小人報仇,一天到晚。
• 醫生叫我行光合作用,別熬夜 。
• 帥有個屁用!到頭來還不是被卒吃掉!
• 騎白馬的不一定是王子,可能是唐僧;帶翅膀的不一定是天使,也可能是「鳥人」。
• 就算是Believe 中間還是有個 lie。
• 就算是Friend 最後還是會有個 end
• 就算是Lover 最後還是會 over。
• 就算是forget 也要先 get才行。
• 就算有個wife 心裡也要假設 if。
• 壓力始終來自於新台幣! (人民幣)
• 樹不要皮,必死無疑。人不要臉,天下無敵。
• 人生(人蔘),不過比當歸長一點。
• 懷才就像懷孕,時間久了才能讓人看出來。
• 上帝給了我們七情六慾,我們卻把它們變成了色情和暴力。
• 最浪漫的三個字不是「我愛你」,而是「在一起」。
• 前程四緊就是:手頭緊、眉頭緊、衣服緊、時間緊。
• 青春就像衛生紙。看著挺多的,用著用著就不夠了。
• 女人的愛是用說的,男人的愛是用做的。
• 幸福離我們很近,但,我們都忘了靠近。
• 天底下沒有所謂複雜的事情,是人的思維和感情把它複雜化了。
• 福利不是問題,問題是沒福利。錢不是問題,問題是沒錢。
• 今日事今日畢,過了今日就不必。
• 皮夾裡的發票永遠比鈔票多。
• 我不是隨便的人,但我隨便起來不是人。

Friday 5 February 2010

Chinese Horoscope 2010 Feb 14 - 2011 Feb 2

General

Your luck has been continuously improving for the third consecutive year and the year of the Tiger will be even better than the Ox year. You will be popular and be able to get support easily and more opportunities will open up for you. Your focus will be strong and this will be the right time to pick up new skills, take classes or get involved in strategy planning. This will be an enjoyable but busier year and prioritization of tasks will be important especially as time will be limited. When compared with other years, betrayals and backstabbing might not be as severe. However, you will still remain the center of gossip and be involved in arguments. Avoid spending too much time and energy on such matters. Instead channel your energy to reap the best of this year and focus on positive matters. Your wealth luck will be good and there will be many opportunities for you to increase your income and wealth. However, stick to taking calculated risks only. You can be receptive to wealth but that will not imply that you jump into every possible opportunity blindly. You will also need to watch your expenses. Your health will be average but your elders’ health will be poor. Relationship matters will be a bit unstable but will not be major problem if handled well.

Career

You will have a lot of fun and enjoyment at work this year. Although you will have a very tight schedule, you will feel fruitful and satisfied. Further, you will gain support from authority figures and peers easily and they will even help you voluntarily whenever challenges arise. As many of you will have this tendency to work yourself too hard, you might want to try delegating. If you feel overworked, cry out and help will be on its way. There will also be other people giving you more and better opportunities to perform or provide you with precious leads. It will be a smooth sailing year at work in general. There might be some gossip pertaining to you, arguments or a few people trying to make things difficult for you, but nothing will be able to dampen your mood or cause adequate harm to you. Focus on the positive matters and fully utilize the opportunities that will be given. This will be a good time to implement your plans with regard to your career plans.

Business will be even better than last year. You will be able to gain support from all the relevant people easily. Many people will assist you along the way and even provide you with good business leads. Although you will be showered with many opportunities, it will be important that you do not take them for granted and catch them before they slip away. You will be able to convince, negotiate and lead better. As it will be a smooth sailing year, you will tend to fill your schedule and will be all over the place. You might want to stay focused rather than trying to do too much and having to drop tasks along the way. You will also get wind of gossip concerning yourself or might be involved in disputes. Do not get too bothered by them because there will be much better uses of your time and energy. This will be a good time to bring your business to the next level or derive fantastic plans as you have built it up greatly over the past one-year. You will want to research into how to stretch every dollar that has been put in to expanding your business as you will not want to waste it and end up overspending.

Wealth

There will be many opportunities for you to increase your income or commissions this year. You might discover some opportunities on your own while others might introduce or share business leads with you. You might want to be positive and receptive to receiving abundance in order to take advantage of this year. While you are being receptive, it will not connote that you open yourself to being short-changed or cheated. You might still want to do your calculations to check on the risks taken. Due to your very giving personality, you will tend to share your good fortune with others during your good times. However, you will want to remember to keep some for yourself as your generous mood might cause you to overspend. Watch your expenses and be careful of how you spend your money.

Relationship

If you are single, this will be a good year to increase your social circle and you will be able to meet more interesting people. You might not want to rush into committing to a relationship yet, but rather give yourself and the other party more time to get to know each other. If you are in a relationship, there will be more squabbles than in previous years. As you will be spending more time on other aspects of your life, your partner might feel neglected and your partner might also feel envious of you having to socialize more than usual and their suspicions might start kicking in. Although they will want to trust you, it will be unusually tough when it comes to matters of the heart. You might want try to be patient and understanding with them. You will also want to include your partner in your activities or try to spend more quality time together.

Health

Your health will be quite stable during this year and there will be no indications of major accidents or life threatening injuries. One of the potential problems that might arise will be that you might be very busy this year and be involved in more social activities or even more nightlife that you might end up neglecting your own health. Bear in mind that no matter how tight your schedule might be you will need to allocate some time for rest. You will not need to compromise your health and proper sleeping hours in order to obtain business or sales opportunities. On the contrary, in order to reap the best out of this year, you will need to have a clear mind and a healthy body. Elders at home might have poor health and safety and as such you might want to keep a look out over them.

People

In general, you will be able to make more friends and get more support this year than previously. The people issues this year will be very mild compared to previous years. Although there will still be people bad mouthing or quarreling with you, they will not be able to cause much impact to you. The reason for them acting in this way will not be because they dislike your personality but rather they just simply feel uncomfortable and jealous of you leading a better life than previously. Their reaction will have nothing to do with you but will only demonstrate that they might be having some issues with themselves and you will not want to get too affected by them as your attention will be required in many other more important areas. As you will be doing well this year, you will find that those who had forsaken you previously when you were going through a tough time might suddenly appear and want to be your friends. It will be fine to be friendly with them but at the same time always maintain your guard. Finally, you will want to focus on making friends or keeping in contact with those who are sincere and will be helpful to you.

十二生肖流年運程分析

亥(猪)

福星临门,猪事平安

新的一年里猪朋友的吉星多凶星少,“福星”高照,仍然能够延续去年的平稳之势过个稳中见吉的虎年,但由于偏冲太岁,谨记一切都要保持低调不要太过招摇才是重要的关键。虎年里猪朋友的主要凶星有会带来许多是非口舌及个人情绪上的问题出现的“卷舌”星及破财的“劫煞”的负面影响,但只好管理好钱财及自身的情绪,不与人争吵也不转牛角尖,在吉星的拱照之下都可以平安度过难关。在吉星方面,能解众灾且助力强大的“天德”星入座,猪朋友的凶星黯然失色,所造成的负面影响遇到此星都能逢凶化吉,再加上“福星”高照更能达到锦上添花的效用。此外,得到“文昌”星的帮助,在虎年里应考的莘莘学子们可望考取到好成绩,然而从事文艺创作的你将头脑清晰创作不断;而从事业务行业的朋友们在今年也有突破现状的希望,只要加倍表现自己再加上“福星”的高照,必定更能顺风顺水,创下骄人的业绩。

財運:
在得到大貴人星“天德”的帮助之下,對属猪的朋友整体財運來說只要是謀定的許多事情都能一蹴而就。

健康:
猪朋友在虎年里保持良好的飲食及适量的運動必能在一整年里不受病痛的困扰。

感情:
虎年里猪朋友常會出現情緒上的問題,喜歡往不好的方面去想,即便是密戀中的猪朋友亦會受到這股不利的情緒影响。

事業:
同樣因為情緒的影响而造成同事之間出現小磨擦,是非不斷,但所幸的是福星高照,吉星又為你帶來良好的運气。