(那时候的我,一直都在想,依赖和恋爱到底有什么不一样?如果过去一切的一切都只是我的错觉而已,那我过去的感觉也未免太过逼真,真实了。)

Yes, this is a world which belong to me, where i can express myself freely here. But this is not a normal world. At here, snow is no longer white; shiny day also won't appear here. Here is the hell for a dark angel, a world which belong to the dark angel.

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Monday, 13 April 2009

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Haha ^^
Long time didnt really update my blog already... in fact nothing much to write about also... boring life... work eat sleep work eat sleep... the boring cycle keep on repeated... boring ^^

Anyway i am just here to drop a few words... Haha... To share with everyone some simple theory that i take yearS to understand... OMG... simple theory but take yearS... maybe this is human being... pathetic ~ !!!

Last 2 years... 2007... i was single (all alone) and live a simple life as i mentioned above... in fact boring life... but i am satisfied and happy...
Then start of 2008 (January)... i met someone... and fall in love... yeah... deeply... but the relationship didnt last forever... of course... instead didnt last long as well... around half year relationship... then broke up...
Since then, my life become miserable... many stupid ideas surround me... (i think everyone who had been failed in any relationship will gone through the same thing)...
Then i used... i think around 8 to 9 months to let it go and move on... So... of course now i am back to normal, simple yet happy life...

Anyway... my theory here is... actually before we get something or own something... our life is nothing less... but after we have something then we lost it... then our life will be miserable? If that's the case, why we are not miserable before we have that thing that we lost? Right? Actually nothing terrible happen also, is just everything back to normal... we still the same person...
So why should we take it so seriously that we ruin our own life actually? Just depends on fate, it come to us, take it, appreciate it; it leave us, face it, deal with it, accept it, then let it go and move on. Life goes on, right?

Haha... So now i am boring yet happy... BUT... how ironic that i take long time to learn this... (the time take to let go the relationship is longer than the relationship itself)... sarcastic ~ !!! Anyway now i am all good ~ and i hope everyone else will be as good as ever ^^

Cheers ^^

1 comment:

  1. jibai la you. go to die la. curse u will never miserable for 10 years until you repent you sin and reflect how many you hurt people

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