感觉

Recently get to know a friend from net, and damn click with him...
I mean click on the topic we chat, many topic to chat, like no ending...
Anyway my point is not this, what i want to share here is...

From the chat with this friend, i learn quite something... because he is very mature thinking...
And the most important thing i learn... or should say something that hit me most is...

Feeling... yeah... actually the relationship between human (not only love, some more friendship, bortherhood, and so on)... yeah... actually all based on feeling...
When someone like u (in any form, like as in a good friend or so)... no matter what u do wrong, he / she also can forgive u... or no matter how small a "good" u do for him / her, him / her will praise u like god...
Haha... same thing... if someone dont like u... then everything just switch opposite...

And my point here is... that's the feeling people feel towards us... and is not in our control... the feeling is come within their heart / mind... so why do we have to so care about what people think? People comment u as a bad person, in fact, u may not be... right?

SO, i just want to say, i am happy to be who i am... i maybe keep on improving or maybe not... but all these are for myself... not for anyone...

Yeah... i am ME ^^
Blueksxz...