May I...

Rest in peace???

Attending my ex-classmate's father funeral... sigh... life is really difficult... especially at the moment that all the silent killers are trying their best to approach us... BUT... death... or i should say in a better word... REST IN PEACE... is a better living choice for loser like me??? May i ask... may i rest in peace now??? I am sick of everything... i am totally lost... no directions at all... sigh...